Monday, February 28, 2011

In the middle of my little mess...

Do you ever forget what's really important in life? I think we all do. We get so caught up in everything else, that it's hard to see how blessed we are. I'm making it my goal to not see things that way. I've never been a negative person, in fact I'm usually the one who sees the bright side of a situation. I do, however, struggle with impatience and a long list of other things. I am going to improve upon them, I know I can and I will. Just to let you know.

Jared and I broke up. I don't really have much to say about it... The thing I will say, is when you have a child involved, if things are not working out you have to end it much sooner. I do not think for just myself, I think for Parker. Always for Parker. I might have tried longer, but in the long run it would've ended up hurting everyone involved, including Parker. I can not intentionally hurt my son in any way, so the decision was easy. People become attatched to people, it's a fact of life. I did not want him to become attatched and have to rip him away. Then everything would have spiraled out of control because I would be staying in a relationship just to avoid hurting my baby. Things will be different, but I will figure everything out. The most important thing is my son, and he is by far the happiest part of my life. That's all I'm going to say about that...

The twins are TWO weeks old today! We took them for their first session with Jessica Hollis Photography, who is a great friend that has taken all of Parker's pictures. (Actually, she took my Senior pictures, too!) She posted the "Sneak Peak" today and as you can see they did great. I can't wait to see the rest!


  1. It's harder than it looks when dating as a single mom. I always made an agreement with whom I dated that if they could not guarantee being a part of my child's life if and when we broke up then best to never date at all. My first real boyfriend post Nick is the bestest friend I have ever had. He still comes and visits and was at mine and Josh's wedding. I am so proud of you for putting your son first, so many young woman follow feelings and not best intrest of their child. Hugs

  2. Dating as a single mom is not easy, it took me years to finally find the right guy and he was worth the wait. Gorgeous picture!

  3. Sorry about your break up. Your very smart to put your son first. And the Twins. OMG....I want them.


I LOVE Comments...